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12 janvier to hell with it, and its only half waywell if ya followin the events on my main randee place ull no that its been exam season and im half way and that close to just doin somethin ill regreat.
all i can say is that its like all rong and just too much
9AM exaM TO moro and it takes 2 hours to get to uni
ie its ganna take years to get their then grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ok now i got to get up at 6am and that lateist
for the first time in my life ill be revisin on the bus, 2 hours so hopefully ill actualy do it
i no ill not at home
if some one loves me out their plz be prayin for me lol (though i think im beyond help and in hell)
no BRING IT ON C IF I CAIR
YR2 UNIVERSITY
lol
scars papa roach
randee (doin blogs not work!)
@hotmail.co.uk 10 janvier down with 50 centc evan stuwi agrees with me
http://file.yashi.com/1/movie/197614.mpg (stuwi from family guy disses 50 cent)
http://file.yashi.com/1/movie/44446.e3trailer_150.wmv (hack//GU (english) trailor)
when i can remember the code ill put a direct vidio so ya can c it for ya self without navigatin to ya player.
(if it does not work plz tell me)
randee
@hotmail.co.uk 1 janvier dreams for the new yearwhile i look to see what 2006 will bring, it brings to an end 2005, a year that will stay with my for some time, when i met my first love and also the hardships i have faced like the 'Week of Hell' which turned into the summer holliday from hell and the 6 month relationship with this girl called metty. I havent realy made an effert with this space i evan havent got up the counter but all that will slowly change when this site has all the exta gagits instaleed and stuff if im upto it it will be done by the end of the day but who knows, i havent evan got any comments on this blog lol, oh well
2006 another year closer to my last
randee
@hotmail.co.uk 29 décembre log
25 décembre xmass dinwhile i sat their at the table i wosnt realy consentratin on the convo that the family were talkin about so when dad lookd at me for some reaction or partiapation i wos a little well out,
now this should be a day that ppl are happy and jolly, yet here i am on this blog more interestd in sayin what rong with xmass, i wos watchin the scruge somethin in that that made me think, he is depressed just like i
hmm donno wot makes me feel like i do but i do
usaly i can cope with the anger within but laitly it seems as if i have just givvan up (a little early at 19 u mite say but wot can ya do)
i have exams that i thought i would be revisin for, while i usaly havnt the self will to do so normaly. But this time in my mind would be different, yet it is not. To much stuff is goin on at this time, donno what i should do
i got a fair few presents and stuff but still it seems one of the crapest eva, dam that 15th of Jul i would of been glum but i woulnt of had a high for the past few months couse the higher u r, the futher u fall
and im still fallin
i shuld get bk to normal but i have no motivation at the moment i think in flat bottimng or nearly their so slowly i should forget, well PLZ GOD LET ME FORGET
ps 15 jul '06 im ganna stalk her or if im in a good mood ill kiss her if she is in a good mood ill f*** (lol ill funy ere) her (well theirs a small chance she has found this space
to all a good night and all a merry xmas
randee
http://spaces.msn.com/members/randee-man (my brighter side or at leas were i can bair to be ignorant of my clinical depresion and spread chire |
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